Trying to fly when your grounded in Concrete

"Somedays I feel like I can fly that I could take on the world then others I feel like my feet are made of concrete and I can't move." - Me

Every August for the last five years I have packed my life up to go back to school. Now that I have graduated I am not doing that this year. I feel a little lost during these last two weeks knowing that some of my close friends are moving back to school. I feel that pang again that I talked about last week. I just feel like I don't know where to go from here it would have been easier if there was a transition period. I feel like that quote somedays I do feel like I could fly that I could do anything and that everything is possible. But there also those days (I say that b/c they are usually several days in a row) where I feel like my feet are grounded in concrete and I am not going anywhere. It's almost like the age old statement "where do I go from here" whoever said this was a wise person. I feel that way not that I can't fit in here I do my family is here and some of my oldest friends who know me better than anyone. I just feel like I am a little out of place I just want to find myself somewhere else not here...It's hard to fly when you are grounded in concrete. The song by Rascal Flatts called "I'm Moving On" resonates with me:
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons

Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on


I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

Like the line says I never thought that would be true..but it is...
Until I learn how fly with my feet on the ground...